There wasn't a cloud today...the sky was blue...and the sun shined on everything,making everything even more beautiful than it already was..." I cry myself to sleep"...Todays' motto...I did it twice or three times...I don't quite remember...Outside,everything was like in a summer painting.Inside...black has more light than I had...A reason?Hm...time...time to be alone...to think,feel,to see,to dream...And maybe also cry...To maybe...finally feel better.Understanding?Yes,of course,as usual..I got used to it...Happy?Pourquoi pas?Aujourd'hui a ete...I summer day...The ugly part is that...I would have loved this day...It almost felt like the summer was here...my beloved summer was here...Malheureusement...that was,as almost all things,a lie.What have I felt or thought today?I have no idea...I guess I felt pain,sadness...and some other boring things..I've listened to songs that I've avoided.I smashed a window with my fist...Got grounded for doing that...Well...what can I say?Today started great...and kept on getting better and better...I can't remember the last time I had to fight ,to keep my tears from falling as I did today...
My activities today?Well...at some point...I went out..but the light,the blue sky and the happy ppl I saw drove me back to my room....to my lonely self...I closed my eyes...to forget...It didn't work...It never does...Not when it's about you...I have tried to forget what I feel...what I know...bad luck...bad luck...bad luck...bad luck...bad luck...bad luck...bad luck...bad luck...
happy ending.loved it!didn't you?
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