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exista sanse k noi sa ne fi pierdut undeva pe drum,fiind prea ocupati cu compromisuri...?poate acestea ne-au schimbat cu totul....oare ne-am ratacit in incercarile de a ne schimba unul pe celalalt?poate de fapt nici nu ne-am schimbat?poate am trecut deja....da,probabil k asta e..am trecut deja la a ne ignora unul pe celalalt...cu mare gingasie...si cu mare talent de disimulare...asta sa fie iubirea dupa care am tanjit?la care am visat?pentru kre am trait pana akum??ignorarea cuiva caruia nu demult ii spuneai tandru la ureche..sau caruia ii strigai in plina strada : "TE IUBEEEESC!!!!"?!sper k ma insel amarnic... de ce eu?de ce tu?de ce noi si de ce exact akum?de ce asa si nu altfel?de ce trece timpul pe langa noi si nu il putem opri? as putea sa pun o gramada de intrebari..nu ar ajuta la nimic...tu si eu am ramane tot aceiasi..mai mult sau mai putin asemanatori celor care suntem acum...da,okay,it's true..opposites attract...but that kind of relationship nu dureaza...din pakte...and i don't know what to say anymore....ma simt usor paralizata....mental.as vrea sa iti spun o mie de lucruri...tot ce imi trece prin minte...totul...insa nu pot.nu fara a te face sa te simti cat se poate de incurcat...in cuvintele mele...si imi pare rau..pentru k...there's nothing i want more than for you to understand me..to know me...maybe not as well as i know you....but close to that.i love you and i find it very hard to keep thoughts from you...although i don't do it because they're wrong...but because they could make you feel ...i don't know..caught up in my words...okay...now that i've told you most of my thoughts...i feel weird...or maybe worried is a better word for what i feel right now..but i truly hope that you will understand me...or at least..tell me if you don't have a clue about what i'm talking about....Love you!